Monday 29 November 2021

The night of power outage

 " Ah so , I begin . 

Don't drop off you . Niru , you are the oldest . Do not push Pardeep off the warm cushion , the floor is cold . I know how cold . Will just tell you . " 

I always liked to see that anticipation building up . Even as I left the rug on the floor , to make some coffee for myself and the kids . It was a cold , rainy and dark night . It promised to remain so . Wind whistled at the cracks in the windows , sending chill down into the warm and cosy sitting room . 

"The storm has broken the power lines . Repair work will resume only when the storm abates . "

 I was succinctly informed by the power guys . An oft-repeated , well- worn set of words , rolling easily off the tongue , without even thinking .  

There were four kids with me, on  that dark  night .  Niru ,the eldest , slightly bossy , as elders are wont to be . Pradeep , her younger brother , who bore the brunt of her dont - do- this , dont -do-that rigmarole. These two were my neighbour's kids who loved my story telling sessions . Two other kids were my younger brother's kids , who were left in my custody , while their parents went looking for a holy succour in a far flung but reputed  temple in the distant forest . Tony and Mony, twins , with rhyming names , mirroring each other in behaviour, tastes , and personalities . 

My house was a British-era bungalow, which had fallen to disrepair , and had been patched up , as best as they could , by the government . Today it was dark , rainy , and patches of damp had already appeared on the false canvas roof . It sagged under the weight of the "other city" , a name coined by Niru , who hated the commonly used term "creepy-crawlies ". The windows had wooden slats that rattled in the storm wind , and broke off , occasionally , like a loose tooth , to sail away into the storm .  The back yard was overgrown and unkempt , so the doors leading to the back had been boarded up and taped shut . That didn't stop the winds from knocking at them , seeking admission .

" So that day , it so happened , " I plonked myself on the floor . The twins pulled the blanket tighter around themselves ." I couldn't sleep . " 

"Again?" Niru has the most irritating habit of asking perfectly timed impertinent questions .

"Again . So , I was staring at the roof . "

"This roof ?" Pradeep couldn't hold himself back . He pointed to the roof , sagging between the squares of the rafters , which seemed to hold its secrets up with great difficulty . 

"Yes, This roof . " I turned my face up , four pairs of eyes mimicked my glance . 

"Then ? " Mony whispered .

"Then I heard something . The sound of something scratching or grating against wood ." Tony took a deep slurp of the coffee . 

"So , I looked up and around , I couldn't see any thing , of course .  Then I went to the kitchen . " 

"Why ?" Niru and her perfect timing 

"To get a drink of water . It was hot summer you fool ." Tony loses it , sometimes . Then wisely , turns to me , " Wasn't it , uncle Das?" 

I nodded . "Absolutely correct . " Mony spilt her coffee on my blanket . So we had to take a break . 

Then , a clean and dry blanket later , we resumed . The skies were darker , and darkness filled the unlit corners of the room , seeping from underneath the door , coming in through the window cracks , accompanied by cold draught. 

"Then after a drink of water , I retired to my bed , only to hear that horrible , scratching , sound again . I thought it was a dry branch of the eucalyptus overhead scratching against the roof . I must have drifted off to sleep, because when I got up next , it was with a start . A glass fell with a clang to the floor in the kitchen . Knowing it must be a rat or a lizard , I didn't bother to go to the kitchen . But then , the glass  started moving around on the kitchen floor . Like being deliberately dragged against the floor by someone or something . 

I then lit my candle , as it was a power outage night ,"

"Just like tonight ." Tony hit the nail on the head . " Yeah just like tonight ." I nodded , the wind howled at the door , in agreement . The rain had stopped , but it seemed as if the air itself was breathing hard , holding itself back , with tremendous effort,  from breaking into a banshee scream .

"Then I reached the fridge at the entrance to the kitchen , and it hummed to life ." 

" The power supply returned. Hallelujah!" Tony shrieked in delight . Others looked disapprovingly at him.

" I clicked on the switch for the kitchen light and it came on . There was nothing amiss. "

"No glass on the floor ? " Niru was perplexed .

" Yeah , No glass or katori . Even I was very surprised . " 

" That is very unusual isn't it ? " Mony whispered thoughtfully  . 

"It must have rolled underneath your crockery cupboard ." Pradeep offered helpfully .

" No , it didn't .  No glass anywhere in sight " The kids were perplexed and hooked .

" I was so tired that I just switched off the light and went off to sleep again . Then I had a dream . I dreamt , I was standing on top of a cliff overlooking a beach ."

"Oooh. I love beaches . Sands and surf . I remember when we went to Maldives ....." Mony started and three voices shouted in unison "Shut up !" Hurt . Mony clammed up  and was silent for the rest of the night .

"So , I am enjoying myself and then I suddenly hear someone call out my name . Very loud and urgent . As if something is amiss. And I wake up with a start . 

Then , in the darkness of the night , I see a faintly black shadow of a person , standing at the foot of my bed , facing me .I knew it it was this person / shadow that was calling me ." 

" Who was it ?" 

" Could you see its face ?" 

" It could be kumar uncle from next door , he sleeps late ." All sorts of suggestions came flooding . 

"and sleepwalks too , Buddhia , the gardener told me last week ." 

"Even I thought , it was Kumar . He is dark , has broad shoulders . But this was a shadow , guys ." I tried desperately , to frighten rational kids . 

" I asked him " Is that you Kumar ?" But he didn't answer . Only the winds continued howling at the window . The branch on the roof , thumped , threateningly . "

"The shadow pointed outside." I improvised .

"With its arm ?" 

"How could it , Das uncle ? " 

" Shadows don't have arms ." Someone expounded firmly , thoroughly fluent in "shadowlogy" 

I was increasingly feeling like the ghosts in that Oscar Wilde story . Irrelevant and totally un-frightening . So did the shadow in my story .

"I anyway , obeyed it . It was a stormy night , you must remember . Yet , I obeyed . " 

"So then , when you crossed it , did you look at its face ? " 

" No , it disappeared ." 

" How convenient ? This is definitely Kumar Uncle , drunk and playing a game of hide-and -seek . " 

Someone emphatically smashed his fist into his palm , mimicking the thunderclap outside . 

The power supply was restored at this moment and shortly , as I expected , the doorbell rang . Niru and Pradeep were fetched by their parents , and I quickly boiled some milk and put Mony and Tony to bed . 

As I was about to leave their room , Mony , the thoughtful one , asked me , " There is something you are hiding , aren't you ?" 

"Me ? No ." 

"What happened then ? After you left the room ?" 

" I went to Kumar's room . " 

"Then ?" Tony hoisted himself up on his elbows .

" In the morning , when power was restored , I came back to my room ." 

"That's all ? " Disappointment , disappointment . 

"The cleaning guys discovered a large python lurking underneath my bed ." 

There was a moment of silence , as the kids took it in . Then all mayhem broke loose . Two pairs of arms draped around me and shrieks rent the air . 

Needless to add , Kumar had to stash his bottles away , and make space for three of us on his double bed . Next morning , The kids' parents arrived and took them away .

"That means the shadow saved your life , didn't it ? " was Pradeep's parting shot. I just nodded my head . 

I could never hold another session of storytelling as that house was demolished and we were shifted to a clean , sanitised and modern concrete house . 

Of course , a family of pythons was found living in the "other city'.





Monday 22 November 2021

The last exchange

This thought has come often to me 

what would i have said  to her , if 

she was alive and happy to see 

me. As she always was the first 

to open the door and greet 

"Dhan bhag mere " 

She would have said 

Adding "Jo aap padhaare" 

To lighten the mood 

adding mirth and 

dollops of wit , every word 

dripped with care and warmth

homecoming after a wintry march 

Generous to a fault , abundant 

and sumptuous feast(s) 

Sharing with all equally  , kith or kin 

Kids , strangers  , country bumpkin(s)


What could I say 

as they took her away 

Her life partner by her side 

as in life or in the goodbye 


There were so many things unsaid 

so many jokes uncracked 

so many trivia unshared 

I could have said , she'd have laughed 


Blinking her eyes against the sun 

as she was known to do 

rushing off to the kitchen 

dishes to prepare , chores to do 


Over pay the maids , pamper 

the kids . All prim and proper 

fighting with her unruly hair 

From her hospital bed a sad gesture 


"All is lost" , she said , truthfully 

I lied to her , "No it isn't " 

But she knew in her heart 

and took the wisdom with her 


That was the last exchange 

I wish to change 

But can't , as it is 

she has left for lands beyond 

wisdom and words 



Read the instructions

 The rain . Always blame the rain . The minivan ahead wore a yellow plastic shroud , to protect the new washing machine against the elements . It fluttered dangerously and provocatively . 

I always thought when I saw cattle racing clumsily , that we have done something to trigger the stampede . Waved some sort of provocative sheet in front of their eyes , bull-fight fashion . I had once read that bulls are colour blind . And that the fluttering garment below their noses , drove them to mad heights of violence . I always applied it to my day to day existence . So, in my opinion it was the tarpaulin or the polythene sheet to blame , not the pouring rain . The bellowing calf refused to slow down . It followed the mini truck for half a kilometre with steadfast vehemence , against the crinkly sheet , ineptly tied with sagging ropes , and fluttering in its face . 

Finally, at the bend , it disappeared into the bushes , looking for some shelter , against elements , and against human shenanigans ( or so I thought ). 

We were behind the mini van , in a car , cramped and wet , with a dripping umbrella , wedged between my legs , the moisture slowly seeping up my jeans , crawling on my skin . I sneezed , and a wad of papers slid onto the vibrating car floor . It also included the user's  manual , thoughtfully packed inside a tiny  polythene ziplock pouch. It protected the instructions and warranty from monsoon , but what about the environment . "Achoooo!" 

"Bless you mama !" 

My kids looked at me with varying degrees of caution , horror and apprehension . 

Sneezing and running nose in today's world heralded danger and , dread . My younger one quickly placed her palm on my forehead . 

"Do you have any  fever ? Are you breathless ? " "Can you smell this ?" Sticking her small bottle of sanitiser under my nose .

I sneezed promptly again. 

Her elder sister quietly pulled the umbrella away from in between my legs and rolled her eyes in a gesture towards her younger sister that read " Fools " 

I looked at both my daughters with gratitude . One for her overbearing compassion , another for her quiet common sense . 



The washing machine is installed . But is wobbly .

 The girls have retired to their rooms to do what kids do nowadays in their rooms . Engage with devices that educate, entertain and confuse . In turns .

I am watching from a safe distance , hanky in hand , getting wetter , with each passing moment . The user's manual  lies wet , and unopened on the dining table . As everyone here is an expert on washing machines . The buyer , i.e., hubby , ("I Have single -handedly installed three of them in the past " , truth actually , but this one was a new one ,who will tell him that ?), and the half drenched shop guys who came in to install , water squelching out of their boots , onto freshly tiled floor . They tried changing screw-on grommeted holes , the legs , front to back and reverse again . The machine still wobbled . Someone suggested placing a wad of newspaper underneath the short leg . Someone suggested elevating the contraption onto a wooden stand . Hubby rung up the shop owner , pouring out his frustration , against machines that were unruly , against women who no longer hand washed clothes , against spoilt kids , against shop owners  who cheat and shortchange you , against the universe plotting against his getting a washing machine installed , against incessant rains etc.etc.


"Read the instructions." I must have thought out aloud , as I donot remember speaking these words . All eyes turned towards me . There was wonder , amazement and frank horror in some . As if a long petrified stone statue had come to life , and spoken . Some actually , looked past me , scanning the room , wondering where the sound had emananted from .